12 June, 2009

Again, Him.

I was next to family in this huge van pulled over at a street. A huge truck next to us, fulled with gifts of wood, yes wood, long rectangle woods that when put together will make a nice house, my gifts also were wood but only one tiny gift was a different gift that I knew HE would have loved.

My dad was on the phone with him, as he told him to hurry up and he was sorry. My dad was apologizing for me, with me just wishing he would agree and hurry up here. And he did, he drove in towards us and got out of his cruiser. As my dad talked to him and pointing to the huge truck of gifts were for him, I couldn't stop giggling from the sight of my angry fiance, just looking adorably cute as he was surprised by the gifts and the presence of all of my family in the van, including my grinning face.

He was blown away, and looked very happy as we approached him, his eyes only on me as he thanked my parents while I was being nudged by every passing cousin.

I suddenly opened my eyes, and closed it again. An incredible urge was fighting in my hand to pick up the phone and dial his number and hang up when I hear his voice. and then I unconsciously schemed a plan for this, as I was planning on using my sister phone to do this since he wont be able to recognize it.

I just sat on my bed, thinking 'What?!?'

I couldn't understand, why was I dreaming of HIM again, I pretty much thought I was over him, wasn't I? Why am I scheming such a thing?

Why? Is it because I miss him? Is that it? It's true the last time I saw him was half a year ago, but why? why would I miss him? I couldn't analyze anything, but I felt dead tired, thinking and thinking about this dream but my frustrations made me forgot the part when I approached him and I was leaded to another scene. Yes there was more to the dream I mentioned that I couldn't remember.

Just why is my vacation beginning in this way? =I URGH Im so frustrated!

Ill just go and watch a Disney movie >.>

11 June, 2009

baby, Im back!

I'm back, and we have to thank the giant baby for not attacking us yet

So guess what, I got an A in my first exam! that's one grade out of 4 that have been out now, so I'm still waiting for the others :) Insha2llah A's (>w<)/

06 June, 2009

Gone for a few.

I have to study = stay away from blogging OR the GIANT BABY will attack!!



Be afraid, be very afraid @_@

30 May, 2009

Faithful + Eggs??

Again with me and my habits, its so 'habity' :I and I'm sick of it

This special habit of mine is about faith, I cant have faith but towards 3 which is my God, my Family, and one empty slot which is filled now by my study(used to be blogging lol).

By faith I do not mean cheating or lying on, I mean my effort I put for them(no need to google, Im going to explain in a second now).

I know I keep making excuses for not blogging, but lately I realized more how much of a habitat I have become to. It's weird, I always thought I had control over everything, but in a minute or two all my determinations change >.>

I'm not done yet, my next problem is EGGS!

Lately I have been trying some diets that does not include eggs which I really dislike, really. But there is no result at all! so I have decided to overcome this and try to adjust to eating eggs for at least two times a week in this one week diet I found.

My question is if I can add anything to with egg meal so the taste of the eggs will be so low(any kind of bread is not included), I'm thinking ketchup!!! :p YUM

15 April, 2009

Post!

So, Ive been away for a while ( a long while, sorry). Nothing much happened, just digging through my old memories(as usual), and being the lazy bum I am (not doing my HW and goofing around with the family)

Anyhoo, I want books, damn!! I-need-em!!! <----- that's how Ive been feeling when I heard the new bookstore in alain is opening, I really hope its much better than the other one already available.

So any book recommendations? (prefers romance stuff... since Ima girl and all LOL)

05 March, 2009

Back.. again

Sorry I disappeared again, well ... to whom have noticed lol

19 February, 2009

Random,,,

Nowadays, Ive been fantasizing, and dreaming while standing, I get so carried away I forgot what I was doing. That's bad, I mean really bad since I already have a bad concentration.

But good news, I passed my TOEFL exam!! awesome eh?? (awesome cuz, in the reading task I would take 5 minutes to just read 3 lines from a paragraph :S Im glad listening was easy)

So, for passing, my dad is giving cash, I need ideas on how to use it XD Im thinking Guitar Hero, but I have to get a Wii first :(

Or maybe Ill buy few stocks, just trying to get my head in buisness since Ill major in it XD

I hope you all have a happy weekend!!

PS: For all Harry Potter fans, tune in at Dubai One at 10:00 TODAY for the movie :D (I remembered that I lost count on how many times Ive watched it)

13 February, 2009

I'll be brave, and come back XD

To summarize this as small as possible:

Reason(s) why I'm back: I missed blogging(more like OBSESSING)

Reason(s) I left: So my mom started to take an interest in blogging, she have been going from a blog to the next one NONSTOP, she liked some but she hated some, of course I would at least have some sense to think 'Pfft its one in a million chance for her to find my blog from clicking --->Next Blog repeatedly" Well, guess what happened next, she thought that there is no way only foreign blogs exist ... so she googled "Arabic Blogs" ... And there I panicked O_O and quickly switched my blog in anyway so it wont be read by anyone other than myself :S Oh yeah, she got bored of it now, so I guess I can come back, unless ... NAH!

Reason(s) why I acted like a coward: Hmm this is something I was thinking of before I went officially on hiatus. Why was I so scared and worried if she had read what I was writing? I think its because its embarrassing showing such thoughts to some one who Ive lived and loved my whole life(FYI that doesn't mean I don't care about you folks, but we are all Anonymous to each other after all lol).

Occasion(s) occurred while away: 1- I got accepted to UAEU!!
2- I'm not so happy leaving my free days + I have to act and be an adult ARGH I dont want that ... But I would like a driving license.
3- But I'm hopeful anyways :).
the unnecessary number 4- there's a new mall in Al Ain O_____O wow huge deal, means the lots-lots-lots-lots-lots-of-crowds in the only 2 malls here will be cut in half, which I think is better for people who hang in one of these malls daily(and I literally mean that, you see their faces there everyday from morning till night!!)

That's it, that's how boring -and somehow funny- my life is ... I'm glad to be back >w<

25 January, 2009

Hiatus + Tag

I'm going to take a break for a while, maybe 2 weeks or so(it depends on the problem I'm having, I will explain later)

So before I go, I'll finish this tag for journal entries sake :D

Favorite colour: Currently Lilac.

Favorite getaway place: My games(Diner dash, Turbo 1 & 2 ...)

Favorite perfume (guys): None, sometimes I forget they have perfumes.

Favorite perfume (girls): A Victoria Secret perfume. I cant recall its name

Favorite pj brand: none.

Favorite clothes brand in general: again, none.

Favorite person in the entire world: Mommy!

Favorite country (not including your own): Korea, I think its cute and fresh lol.

Favorite car: Black Mercedes CLS ^__^

Favorite sport: I like Boxing(but not good at)

Favorite sport player: Im torn between Al-7absy & Iraqs team goaler. Masha2llah they are actually GOOD, unlike the show offs

Favorite spot in Kuwait: Sorry. never been to Kuwait.

Favorite animal: Horses Yeehah XD

Favorite movie: I loved few films, but I dont favor any.

Favorite singer: Depends on the mood, right now its Gym Class Heroes

Favorite day in the week: It must be Tuesday, because its in the middle of the week.(I like stuff in the middle, like book pages, candy bars ... dont ask)

Favorite time of the day: Evening(Maghreb)

Favorite holiday season: None, cuz I have to meet the family I dont want to see

Favorite number: I cant choose between 3, 7, 9 but Im going with 7!!(the middle one XD)

Favorite food: yogurt with water Yum!

Favorite chocolate: I'm hating chocolate right now for no reason :S

Favorite cartoon: W.I.T.C.H.

Favorite blogger's: All of em'.

Favorite Flavor Ice Cream: Chocolate flavor!

Favorite actress: none

Favorite nail color and brand: I rarely put nail polish...

*Favorite game: Diner dash! (Though I didn't win it yet T_T )

Cant ... Tag ... Anyone ... Else, ... I'm ... dead ... tireddddd ... help

Good Night Folks ;)

20 January, 2009

Copyright?



Copyrights. Does anyone ever care about that anymore?

Well I myself, steal pictures from Google searches but I don't use them for money gaining ways(and I'm not claiming its mine either). And I even host it again when I use it in posting etc., I dont use the same link so I wont bother to change when the owner of the picture deleted or altered the picture link.

But I'm not saying that everyone should copyright their every picture! my main point is about how people steal copyrighted materials such as PDF files about a certain subject(stories, articles, researches), hard-worked-on graphics, etc. and claim it as their own or sell it! (I heard people also copyright their nick names?? come on! seriously?)

To all theifs of copyrighted materials: You never know when those copyrighters is coming to getcha with forks and knives ^__^

PS: I had a dream that I was a hero and saved Marc Jacobs, and he gave me a pass to buy a year supply from his designs! Oh! how a girl cant stop dreaming! :D